I just found out that my grandpa who had a stroke about a year ago can't live with himself anymore and wants to commit suicide. I don't know what to do... I know I am sad, but I can't cry, I can't really grape it. I can't really deal with any real emotions actually. I keep waiting for the eternity of it to set it in, but it just can't. Death is such a final thing and it's almost worse when you are given time to prepare for it and think about it. I just don't know quite what I should do.